hauntedbelle

I have the house to myself, to do list is nowhere done but I want to go out singing. It's been a million years since I've done it. It's about the only place where I've felt special. I don't want to go alone. But if I go I'm sure it'll be a good night. Why do the people I know kind of suck, I can't be too frustrated it is a school night after all but Gena = insanely lonely and in need of a little spotlight. I've already been blown off once tonight even reduced to begging which is stupid. Maybe I should be the stupid one and go out anyway. It's just so much safer to go to a bar with a friend or two. But I'd have a lot less living under my belt if I waited for my friends to come along with me and I wonder when I got to be like this. I used to go out singing karaoke by myself all the time. Then again I'd start out at the places with my friends so one night by myself would be no big deal, I was a regular that does add a bit of safety. I really should get to the to do list and if I'm up to it by that time I'm going.

I just hate it every effort I make to meet new people is just a place for me to have more worked piled on me and I get no new relationships, yet the new relationships I should be fostering are pushed aside to meet those work expectations of the groups I go to to meet people.

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I'd really like to to be used for PKD research and whatever can be donated to other people let it be donated but I don't think it can be used for any kind of donations because of the PKD. The when all is done put me in the ground please.

The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me. I will try to make these be about or tailored to those five lucky people.

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make!
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year
- You have no clue what it's going to be.

The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to put this in your journal as well, if you expect me to do something for you!

If you want in, comment and I'll take you on.

Another Teddism, we were at the chiropractor this morning and a lady was walking her dog and it barked at us:

Teddy: Shut up stupid dog! Look mom it's a stupid dog.

I just bring this up because he just got done yelling at my cat for knocking stuff off of the table "Xander do not mess up mommy's stuff!" and ended it with "Stupid cat".

I feel a big depression coming on. I really shouldn't be going without my meds this long.
I'm waiting for someone to get online because I finally have the courage to tell them off, tell them what I know and tell them they ain't all that.

In other news Batter Blaster is the best invention ever. I've had pancakes for dinner last night and lunch right now, I kind of skipped breakfast. Best pancakes ever and if I had a waffle iron it'd be the best waffles ever too.

Beth is finally a licensed driver, it only took three times to get everything right and now she can legally drive by herself. Go her.
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Maybe I'll call Danette and see what she's up to. I really need to get out.

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I haven't really seen the old ones, though they have been recycled over and over again by my favorite shows, which reminds me I need to pull out Popular, it isn't Christmas unless I've watched the Christmas episodes of that show.

National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation

There's the Rankin/Bass shows (Rudolph, Year without a Santa claus, Santa Claus is Coming to Town)

We've been playing the heck out of the Polar Express.

Charlie Brown Christmas is good too. My sister has those trees at her work and I want one but I get to keep on wanting.
I love Mickey's Christmas Carol, it's my favorite version. though I do own the Muppet version too.
Every year I have a list of what movies to get to add to my collection, I have some odd ones, Tiny Toons Christmas, Animainacs (which is really cool), Garfield. Those old ones aren't even on my radar. TNT killed a Christmas Story for me.

I'm really interrupted so I think I'll stop there, (animated Grinch rules too!)

Toby and Teddy wrote letters to Santa and Santa wrote them back. How cool is that?